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Meandering thoughts of a Bay Area college student… be prepared for some bipolar vocabulary

Broken via examination

It’s like dissecting a watch to reinsert a misaligned bevel gear. You find the minuscule bit of metal buried under bigger yet still minuscule bits of metal, fix it, and then before you know it the damn watch is broken beyond repair.

Tonight it felt like I’m that watch. A night of routine reflection has gone hellishly wrong. And I feel like crap. Without realizing it I’ve become something I hate. It’s absolutely horrifying and disgusting. I kind of want to end up in the fetal position with a large knife buried in my chest.

I can NOT believe that this is my 400th post.

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