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Meandering thoughts of a Bay Area college student… be prepared for some bipolar vocabulary

A long awaited letter, finally

Dear… ******** **,

I’ve wanted to tell you this for the longest time, but I never could… or else I’d be telling you a lie. For what seemed like an eternity, you had captured my heart. I was ready to do anything for you, to go to hell and back for you. I had treated you better than my best friends, and you had repaid me in turn with your kindness. But your heart just wasn’t in the same place as mine’s.

But today, if we had spoken to each other, right now, I could honestly say that I’ve moved on. I’m both happy and sad that this phase is gone, but I’ll always have a special place for you in my heart.

So if you came up to me, emotionally shattered, and told me that you loved me… I would be so, so glad because I had felt the same way about you for an excruciatingly long time. But, for better or for worse, I’d ultimately decline. I hope for both our sakes that this never happens. It’d be the cruelest practical joke that fate will have ever played on us.

So, for the final time, I’d like to say that I love you. I mean it from all of my heart. But this is it. I hope we’ll forever remain the best of friends.



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